waiting
Here i am at the office, waiting for the day to go by. I haven't done much since last week. In fact since i had tendered my resignation, i am just actively and perhaps even openly waiting for my last day of employment to arrive! I can't wait for that day! End of the month.
I am already planning all the things that i can do while i am on a vacation! Yah, i called that a vacation. I am already starting to think that i am just a lazy bones who do not want to work, just enjoying my simple life every day, in fact every minute to it.
Today is the all mighty Valentines' Day. I am surprising enjoying it, even though I am not eligible to celebrate it in any way. While driving to work, I am thinking about how great it will be to finally find romance. That's harder than getting an A for my Managing Operations module that I am taking this semester.
It is about time that I should put in more effort and time on studying and working on my modules. Well, I had been pretty good (not too good, just pretty good) in attending the classes.
Speaking of classes, I remembered that I dreamt of Ah Cute last night! Well, in it I still like him and is trying to subtly find out if he was still going out with his girlfriend. It turned out that he was still with her. I was a little disappointed in the dream. Will I be disappointed in true life? I think i like him but not to the point that I will love him to be single. If he is, good, if not, not too bad.
Oh last year this time I got heart shaped chocolates for people at the gym. God it has been one year! and I am still talking about him! One year! just wasted like that! I am no longer young slim and pretty, so it is really time that i should move on to greener pasture, to somewhere where there are really people who appreciate me. The crush on him lasted for forever, even though there countless times when the feelings just diminish. I think it has alot to do with the fact that he is awfully good-looking and the competition is really really hot! I love a good fight!
In fact I think I love a fight more than I like him. Well even till now, I am still wondering if I should make a trip down to the gym tonight. Partly to see him and well, for Power step as well. Well perhaps more for the fact that I do not want to go home so early only to find mysef binging again!
I need to be able to squeeze into a gown for Best Friend's wedding in March and June. Will I be able to do that? The Lunar New Year goodies seem to have spoilt it all. But anyhow, I am going to work hard on that. If I don't love myself, who will? Well, I am trying to make a conscious effort to work out more and binging less. Had been to swimming in early in the morning for the past few days. Seems like my arm muscles are developing pretty fast! Not sure if it is a good thing yet !
I am already planning all the things that i can do while i am on a vacation! Yah, i called that a vacation. I am already starting to think that i am just a lazy bones who do not want to work, just enjoying my simple life every day, in fact every minute to it.
Today is the all mighty Valentines' Day. I am surprising enjoying it, even though I am not eligible to celebrate it in any way. While driving to work, I am thinking about how great it will be to finally find romance. That's harder than getting an A for my Managing Operations module that I am taking this semester.
It is about time that I should put in more effort and time on studying and working on my modules. Well, I had been pretty good (not too good, just pretty good) in attending the classes.
Speaking of classes, I remembered that I dreamt of Ah Cute last night! Well, in it I still like him and is trying to subtly find out if he was still going out with his girlfriend. It turned out that he was still with her. I was a little disappointed in the dream. Will I be disappointed in true life? I think i like him but not to the point that I will love him to be single. If he is, good, if not, not too bad.
Oh last year this time I got heart shaped chocolates for people at the gym. God it has been one year! and I am still talking about him! One year! just wasted like that! I am no longer young slim and pretty, so it is really time that i should move on to greener pasture, to somewhere where there are really people who appreciate me. The crush on him lasted for forever, even though there countless times when the feelings just diminish. I think it has alot to do with the fact that he is awfully good-looking and the competition is really really hot! I love a good fight!
In fact I think I love a fight more than I like him. Well even till now, I am still wondering if I should make a trip down to the gym tonight. Partly to see him and well, for Power step as well. Well perhaps more for the fact that I do not want to go home so early only to find mysef binging again!
I need to be able to squeeze into a gown for Best Friend's wedding in March and June. Will I be able to do that? The Lunar New Year goodies seem to have spoilt it all. But anyhow, I am going to work hard on that. If I don't love myself, who will? Well, I am trying to make a conscious effort to work out more and binging less. Had been to swimming in early in the morning for the past few days. Seems like my arm muscles are developing pretty fast! Not sure if it is a good thing yet !
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